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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Nov 17, 2016 11:53:31 GMT -5
Well , Wanted to fill guys in. First off , Thank you ALL for your prayers and support and messages . This helps. Had a major setback last night with my youngest son. Went to court for a scheduling , and wifes lawyer told her I was dragging my feet and refused to look at what my wife was wanting to split. I never saw what she wanted to split , her lawyer never gave my lawyer anything, plus he has been on vacation . So my wife told my boys that and I was trying to ruin her. So the youngest sent me a text and pretty much called me everything and told me I have not been his father for 8 years , and never helped with anything, and that he went to other men for advice. None of that is true, and then told me he never wants to see me . I know he still has anger and hurt , but what little progress we were making in talking just went south. Just when I thought things were going good , Satan just dealt me a low blow. He knows how to drag us back down. So would appreciate more prayers and especially for my 2 sons . I would never do anything to hurt them , and they know that. But they need a lot of prayers , I have God on my side , but they are struggling bad. God Bless Brian
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Nov 11, 2016 11:51:46 GMT -5
Will be praying for you Brother. Prayers coming your way . God Bless you
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Nov 6, 2016 20:49:39 GMT -5
Prayers for you and good luck , hope it will work out for you.
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Oct 23, 2016 9:16:15 GMT -5
THank you Guys. I have drawn closer to God , and can feel his presence in me. Things have been happening and I know it is God that is talking to me . I pray several times a day to help get rid of my anger and hate , and pray to remove that from me. But hard when she is using my 2 sons against me still, and that takes a huge toll on me , mentally wears me down and hurts badly. God has forgiven me , but must deal with what I did, but he is with me and with some of my prayers are answered , he is letting me know he is with me. I would have never believed all that has happened if it were not God touching my soul and comforting with me. He has blessed me so much , and very thankful for all he has done. And know that he has a plan for me , and he is working through me. I have never been able to talk with my 86 year old strict Catholic Mom about God and all he has done. But we talk nightly about Gods blessings for me and her. I still pray daily for my wife , and if God wants our marriage to reconcile in the future, that is Gods plan on his time. But still pray for her and that she can forgive me at some time for her to start the healing process. I know in order to heal, you have to forgive and trust God. And she is not there yet, for she is the one that brought me to be closer to God when we first met 27 years ago. So what ever God has in store , I accept what he has for me and that not all prayers get answered in our time frame but his. And he has blessed me , because I have been at times lately where I was just about done with things and felt I can not handle this anymore, then he answers some of my prayers to lift me back up . I will confess , God let's things happen for a reason, and we may never know why , but he does. And that I have to throw my heart and soul on the table , and trust God to mold me back to one of his own , and has shown me his love, through guys on here with their prayers and concerns. Thank you ALL, please pray for my 2 sons, Hunter and Holden so they can feel Gods touch and forgive me and we can restore our relationship. And to be with me through this week and court. Also for my wife , I know she is divorcing me, but I still love her dearly and wish she feels Gods touch also. God Bless You All Brian
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Oct 11, 2016 4:46:47 GMT -5
Well thank you all for the prayers and comments . Went to my first therapy session last night . It was good and very emotional but I think over time it will help me. I really appreciate the prayers and some who have messaged me and giving me support . Means a lot and helps a lot . I know that God is working in me , and have seen things that my family have seen . And they say things happen for a reason, and I tell them it is God working on me. I laid my life on the table for God, and put all my trust in him. He will direct my life for whatever he has in store for me. Great to have support here on this site, and guys who back up what they say and pray for you. I can feel the prayer and thoughts . 16 days away and will need your prayers more than anything . But I will not worry , because if I worry , then I do not trust God . God Bless All
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Oct 6, 2016 10:57:13 GMT -5
Thank you all for your prayers and checking on me. This has been one of the hardest things in my life to deal with. I have very bad days where just cry . My boys are starting to talk to me some, but not ready to come visit me at my Mothers place where I am staying. I do try and drop snacks they like off, and try to make sure they are there when I do and talk with them for a couple of minutes . I have grown on my faith , will start counsling on Monday to try and help me deal with my emotions . And started in a Christian divorce support group that helps you deal with the things in a divorce like emotions and depression with scripture. That has helped a little bit. But my wife is so head strong in getting this divorce over with. Kills me and breaks my heart . But God never said that forgiveness was easy , I still have to deal with the consequences of things. But I do feel his spirit and I am growing my trust in God everyday. Just prayers for me and my boys , and that we can get through this and still have a relationship . I also ask prayers for my wife to try and forgive me so she can start the healing process also. I have forgiven her for all she has done for the last several years , so that makes me feel better with God. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers , 3 weeks away from the court date and things are getting rougher for me. But just need to keep praying. God Bless you all , great group of people
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Sept 23, 2016 10:51:01 GMT -5
I did not list anyone as a buddy for there. Just been there 2 times and never seen deer . Lol But if I can get myself motivated to go this year
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Sept 23, 2016 9:34:36 GMT -5
I got drawn for muskatatuk on Dec.12 for muzzle loader That's a Saturday and may need to find someone to go
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Sept 20, 2016 20:56:22 GMT -5
I am moving forward , and with prayer daily I can feel the Holy Spirit moving in me . I just have to remember this is all on God's time frame and I can not speed it up . For God will heal the pain but when he is ready. Thank you All
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Sept 19, 2016 14:16:26 GMT -5
Well having a bad day today . Things seemed to hit me hard today and broke me down. A guy I worked with told me to keep praying and work on my inner strength with God , and just pray that he will heal the pain. I am also praying that my sons will start to want to see me , at least they answer a text I send with a simple word, but I feel that is progress. Man , when Satan hits you good , you feel it. Just ask that you all continue prayers for my 2 boys , and their mother. And please keep praying for me that I can keep going strong through God our Father. Thank you all for the kind words and prayers
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Sept 1, 2016 20:11:43 GMT -5
Thank you all for your prayers and comments . This has been the lowest I have felt , I keep praying , because I know if I do not trust God , that he will heal me in time , for he will not let you fall more than you can take . This is a big time test of my faith , I am like a drug addict , but fighting against Satin . I still need your thoughts and prayers . Please pray for my sons , they mean the world to me and I just pray that God touches them and helps them heal. God Bless and Thank you
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Aug 25, 2016 5:29:23 GMT -5
Thank you ALL, it is very difficult time and very trying. We have not been going to church for a long time , just maybe 3 times this year , but what was weird , was the HR person, when I was talking to her, told me the last thing , she said I don't know if you go to church , but if you do , you need to pray for Brian , and get Brian back straight. When I went a friend of mine and my wife's house . They both told me that was God already talking to me . That she would not have said that due to policies , but that was God saying to get my life in line with God. So I will start going back to church this weekend , I have never stopped believing in God , just stoped going to church. So this may be good and Gods way to save me , and rekindle my live for God and live the Holy Spirit within me. I thank you all, and I really need your words of encouragement. I would never have confessed this publicaly , but knew my brothers and sisters in this forum , and this forum alone would not judge , but help and pray for me. Thank you
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Aug 24, 2016 4:44:54 GMT -5
Thank you very much. I talked with some friends who I had not talked with for a couple of years , but their door was always open . Last night I went to them, and they sat with me and prayed with me , talked to me and told me that God has a plan , I need to find that direction and focus on God , then the rest will come. Now days families go through so much , we had stopped going to church from every Sunday to maybe 3 times a year. Sad , very sad . I have asked God for forgiveness, and need to follow through and go back to church , pray that the hurt and anger I have right now be lifted off my chest , and that God will heal the hurt and pain I am suffering. It's hard as a man to admit to the public on here that he has sinned , one thing I have learned on here is that no matter what , the spiritual brothers on here will not judge me, or condemn me, but pray for me and with me to help heal the pain and suffering I am going through. We are ALL Human, we are all sinners , God made us that way and we will fall, but God will lift us up if we truly ask for it. Thank you and please continue to pray for me and my family.
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Aug 23, 2016 17:36:34 GMT -5
Gentleman , I have failed , I have sinned . My whole life is gone. My wife is filing for divorce , it's been on going for 3 years . I sinned and should not have done what I did . I am at my lowest point in life . I am asking for some super strong prayers for me and my family. My youngest son tells me he hates me, and to get out of his life . My wife tells me to get out . There are 2 sides to every story , but she has told one , which leaves me the bad one. I am lost , I have sinned , and ask for prayers for my family and for strength . My life is ruined . So please say a prayer for my family and me, even though my marriage is over , I need prayers.
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Aug 21, 2016 10:55:41 GMT -5
I could not get the link to work for me
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Aug 13, 2016 18:21:15 GMT -5
Sent you a message
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Aug 13, 2016 8:53:43 GMT -5
Anyone an accountant on here that would like to answer a couple of easy questions for me please? Thank you Brian
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on May 1, 2016 7:55:33 GMT -5
Been at bluegrass, not seen many turkeys up there. I know they hang out in private ground, but seen some hens in public land.
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Apr 30, 2016 18:09:28 GMT -5
Man, right now the places I usually hunt are low bottom land, and they all have standing water or flooded. Hoosier forrest is good
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Post by DUCKMASTER1 on Mar 19, 2016 10:20:24 GMT -5
Count me in
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